My Experiences with Iboga World
It’s been six days now since my ibogaine flood, the following is an account of my experiences with IbogaWorld, the drug itself and my reflections one week later.
I am 48 yrs old a heavy cocaine nicotine addict, I would also drink quite a bit to try to “come down”I used cocaine for -26 years I burnt my life to the ground several times, I also contracted hepatitis and HIV 15 years ago the fact that I have lived this long is nothing short of a miracle.
I had attended about 15 short-term treatment centers over 26 years with little or no success.
Three years ago, I was at the end of my life (HIV), however my Dr. put me on a new med, and I started to get stronger even in active addiction. My cd4 count went from less than 75-1000 over the next year, I decided to try to get some kind of life back. I got involved w/12 step and DID work the steps, this gave me some feelings of relief from myself and my past although I was secretly slipping every week or ten days and felt I was living a lie around meetings.
I heard about ibogaine about 15 yrs ago and was very interested however the high cost, 7-10 thousand made it unattainable.
About a year ago, I ran into ibogaine again (internet) and caught fire for the idea again, I did tons of research and came across IBOGA WORLD and Michelle, who has been incredible source of info and guidance.
After much discussion /Michelle I order the ibogaine from iboga world, they sent it “courier” to Canada arriving 8 days later, I could track it right out of Africa.
Note, of the few people I did tell about my IBO plans, all said I was nuts and that it was a scam and my money was gone, THEY WERE WRONG however they did manage to create a lot of doubt in my mind and, doubt that was gradually relieved as I got my product and iboga world continued to be a support long after they had received my funds.
About the experience: IbogaWorld also provided insights for my sitter so that they would know what to expect.
I took a total of 1g HCL and 1.4grams of TA somewhat staggered (as per instruction) Note, what follows are an accurate account of my experience with no embellishment
I was scared, my legs were almost useless, I had feelings of intense for boding as
the level of ibogaine in my system increased my hands and arms shaking, very ragged breathing, close to convulsing, then it completely overtook me, waves of nausea at my slightest movement. Heard the drums briefly saw faces and images light hurt my eyes auditory hallucination or sensitivity, then the fear subsided somewhat, and I just felt gross.
I must mention the static or buzzing in my head that lasted 12hrs.
My trip was somewhat shorter than most, possibly to the fact I was moving around a lot and went to the washroom several times, this may have pushed ibogaine through my system a bit faster. Moving along after 14 hrs I sat on the couch to be nearer my sitter and try to get out of my head.
As fate would have it there was a show on TV National Geographic about ibogaine.
At that point i was still very wobbly and thought I had just done one of the worst trips of my life. 6hrs later I slept a bit with sleep aid.
When I awoke the next morning sat quietly with a PEACE AND SERENITY I HAVE NOT EXPERIENCED SINCE CHILDHOOD. If ever
the feeling has not gone away I am more balanced, the thought of cocaine repulses me
I will take boosters as directed and continue to rely on my higher power and program.
Also, cigarettes reduced, as I now have a greater control over those impulses.
In closing ibogaine is not fun, there is nothing recreational about it whatsoever, ON THE OTHER HAND IT WORKS. IF YOU PLAN TO TAKE THIS DRUG ALONE A HUGE MISTAKE!!
POTENTIALLY LETHAL I OWE A HUGE DEBT OF GRATITUDE TO Iboga World Michelle
for her, ongoing support and concern. I also wish to put in print my gratitude to my mom Patricia for a lifetime of support I love you all
brief updates to follow 2 weeks
Richard M Edmonton Canada at: email@example.com