– [Rich] To give you an idea of my Ibogaine experience, it gives me the goosebumps thinking about it right now. So, you lay in bed. They hook up a vitamin IV to you, then EKG wiring on your body. (muffled speaking) Yes, and then an oxygen little clip on your finger.
You lay down for a few minutes and relax, the IV drips into you, the nurse comes in with the tea. Probably about 10 minutes later, David comes in, he administers the Ibogaine. We talked for about 10 to 15 minutes, just about things, I had a few questions for him.
And then he left, and he had a mask that he wanted me to put on. And he said to me, you know, listen, Rich, I want you to put this mask on, in this voice like this. And, I want you to envision your best self.
And I want you to sit there, and I want you to breathe from your stomach down to your spine, and just keep doing that. Keep doing that. And then he left, and I kept breathing in and out, and in and out, and probably a good 20 minutes later your body starts kind of tingling in a very different type of way.
I’ve done all sorts of drugs, and this was something like you’ve never felt before. And then when it started kicking in, I literally could see, it was like this amber, red, and black twisting of energy.
And I can’t figure out if it was something pulling it out of me, or if it was my soul just rising up, to somewhere. And then it takes you to this place, and when you get there, to me it was like the Ibogaine was trying to show me the creation.
– [David]] As in your own subconscious? – [Rich] Yeah, my own subconscious was trying to show me the creation of I guess, me? I can’t, I am trying to piece it together. It was trying to show me some sort of creation.
And I saw, like, ancient things. I almost saw, at first, it was almost like the star, and then the star turned into some sort of ancient-looking people, and then from there, things started going very fast and they were flashing by me, and it was very hard to try to concentrate on these things, they just kept coming from the right to the left.
And I got a glimpse of a few of them. There was this one time, when I got in a car accident, when I was 16 years old, rolled a car over, probably about 15 times going 120 miles an hour, and it showed me a flash of that and that was very, very clear.
It was a picture of me, when the car finally settled down, just sitting. And at that point, when I was in that car I thought I was dead, but I wasn’t. And I walked out of that car, and I did not have a scratch on me.
And the engine of that car was gone. And from there, it kind of went into, it kind of went a little backward. It went into my early childhood. I saw flashes of the house I grew up in. And then things started going so fast.
That place was, it’s another world, it’s another, it’s your subconscious telling you that you’re not the only one, that, to me, that’s looking after you, that’s there for you. There’s something else that our eyes can’t see.
And I’ve been thinking about it today, I’m almost like, is it connected to your dreams? How is this all happening? But, it is. And then you leave that. And me, I jumped right up, went right up to my bed.
The first person I wanted to talk to was my wife and my kid, it was just like I need to talk to my wife and my kid. There was something that needed to come out of me, I needed to cry. And, I don’t necessarily like to cry.
So, I knew if I talked to my wife, it would kind of settle me down, but I should’ve cried. So, if you need to cry after it, don’t run to the closest person you know and avoid crying, cry. – [David] That’s beautiful, wish I could cry all day.
– [Rich] It felt absolutely amazing. I just tried to let all of those emotions come back that I was feeling and it just… And then, the following day after treatment, I literally could have run the Boston marathon.
I had energy like I had when I was 12 years old. And today, I took some sleeping medications last night, and they’re just starting to wear off. I feel pure. I feel pure. This is the answer. This is what we’ve all been struggling for, and what we’ve all been wondering.
What is the answer? How do I fix here and here from the problems that we caused ourselves to take drugs? And this man’s delivery boy to a medicine that can heal all of us. God, literally, God’s medicine.
If you go and meet, if you’re open enough and you just let that medicine do what it does. That substance does what it does, and you don’t have expectations, and you don’t… If you can do a little meditating before it kicks in, and just, you just gotta– – [David] You have to let go.
– [Rich] You just gotta let go. You just gotta sit back and just say, take me. I was just saying after I meditated, take me. Just, take me. Wherever we’re going, take me. I’m coming with you. And, it’s beautiful.
Like, I get the goosebumps talking about it right now. That’s like, this stuff is, I want to hug you every day I see you. (laughing) Seriously, I just want to squeeze you! I am not kidding. It’s amazing, man.
Everybody that needs help, you need to come here. Money cannot get in the way of your life. You can find the money. You can get here. Mexico is a beautiful place, we’re in a very safe place. Yesterday I walked by myself, down to a beach, down to Fifth Ave, there were all these people asking me, you want drugs, you want this? I’m like, fuck you I don’t want drugs.
(laughing) Absolutely not. I am pure, and I felt so good saying that to people. Everyone that walked by me, I looked at them and I said “No!” And I felt so good saying that. ‘Cause any other time I would have walked by them, I’m like yeah, give me some weed.
I don’t want that anymore. That’s the devil. All other substances are the devil. They’re trying to get inside of you, and they’re trying to take over your mind. – [David] That’s exactly right.
– [Rich] And that’s not happening to me anymore. And you need to come here, and you need to be in a very positive state of mind. You need to want to help yourself. If you don’t want to help yourself, don’t come here.
Seriously. – Absolutely. – [Rich] You need to want to help yourself. Don’t come here if you’re one foot in, one foot out. You need to have two feet in. You really need to have two feet in, because if you don’t have two feet in this process, the spirit world knows that, and they’re probably not gonna wanna help you as much.
This higher power knows who, and who cannot. Who and who they don’t wanna help, and they can deeply tell when you need help and when you want help. – [David] No, now you really see that your suffering is connected to the higher powers.
(mumbling) In the mantra especially. – Yes. – [David] If you let go, then you will get in touch. You will connect. And that will be like the neurotransmitters in the brain, they talk to each other. That’s how we get communication.
They talk through the subconscious. – [Rich] Yes. – [David] And you let yourself get there. And there are some people, that come and say I didn’t see anything. Okay, you didn’t see anything? You didn’t see anything.
But, you didn’t come here to see anything. That’s not the purpose. The purpose is to get you to stop heroin or alcohol. Are you having any withdrawal? No. Okay, so, that’s pretty good for you then.
Maybe, then the third treatment I am gonna give you, then you’re gonna have. The first one sometimes doesn’t. The second time, you’re already clean. So, you have more opportunities. But, if you don’t let go, if you are not wishing to connect and understand.
You are afraid to know who you are, is that what happened? [Rich] Yeah, and that’s the thing. Don’t be afraid. This is not scary stuff. This is, you need to understand that what we see with our eyes, is one-tenth of what is really out there.
Or, one-thousandth. It’s crazy, and it’s nothing to be scared of. This is, if you can let yourself go and connect to it, you’ll have a better understanding of everything. Everything. It’s powerful.
I didn’t, I’ll tell you this too, I did not believe, and I grew up in a family, my parents were like, hey, you know, we’re not gonna force religion or anything on you, you can kind of choose the path yourself.
So, I kind of like, said to myself, there has to some sort of higher power, but I never got into it. After yesterday, there’s a higher power, and I’m gonna find some way to connect to that. – [David] You’ve connected already? – [Rich] I’ve connected to it already.
I’ve prayed every night since I’ve been here. I want to learn how to pray better, because I know there are different ways to pray, instead of like begging, asking, so it’s just you need to come here, man.
– [David] You wanna say, that praying, okay, if you’re praying to the almighty, he doesn’t want to hear you bitching all the time. Ah, I don’t have this, I don’t have that. I don’t have that, and then that’s all.
10, give me, give me, give me, give me. (barks) You get tired of it. So, say something good, appreciating. So, I say my prayers, thank you, and then maybe my heart beating 108,000 times a day, and it never misses, my eyes, there are so many components.
One of those components weren’t here, I’d be blind. I am eating, I have a place to live. First I say this. Then, I look to see, okay maybe I’d like to see my kids, better kids or to be more, to be able to help other people.
This is what the prayer should be. It shouldn’t be just, give me it for me. It should be, give me so I can transmit it to others, so I can do good to others. I can have the resources to do good for other people.
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walked by me and let the deficit know and I felt so good saying it because any other time would be some way I don’t want that anymore that that that’s the devil all these substances are the devil they’re trying to get inside of you and they’re trying to take over your mind that’s not happening to me anymore and you need to come here and you need to be in a very positive state of mind you need to want to help yourself you don’t want to help yourself so it’s you need to help wanna help yourself don’t come here your one foot in one foot out you need to have two feet in you really need to have two feet in because if you don’t have two feenin in this process it the spirit the spirit world knows that and they’re probably not going to want to help you as much this higher power abilities who and who cannot who and who they don’t want to help and they can deeply tell when you need help and what you want help in you see but you’re sucked by is not even connected much less visual yes if you let go then you will be touched when we connect a company like the new transmitters in the brain talk some punches stairs and you let yourself get there and there are some people maybe the third treatment person sometimes that’s second time more opportunity but if you don’t go if you’re not we should connect and understand you’re afraid [Music] and that’s the thing don’t be afraid this is not scary stuff this is you need to understand that what we see with our eyes is 1/10 it’s really a one-one thousand one two thousand three like it’s crazy and it’s nothing to be scared of if this is you if you can let yourself go and connect to it you’ll have a better understanding of every every it is it’s powerful I didn’t I’ll tell you this too I did not believe and I grew up in a family my parents were like hey you know we’re not going to force religion or anything on you you can choose the path yourself so I kinda like said to myself there has to be some sort of higher power but I never got it after 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